Why must this pain be brought upon me
All my dreams wakes me up in tears and screams
With this suffering I can't live to long for
Day by day I get hurt more
Cries and tears falls down my face
Trying to hold it in with all it takes
No more do I want to live on in strife
So for now today I take this knife
I slit my wrist to hit the vein
People judging saying I'm insave
Talking and whispering being herd
Yet no body knows what I'm in for
People say that they really care
But when I need them the most they just run and bail
Why does the cycle always repear
Everynight I will always get beat
So the day will hopefully come
Where by body is eventually numb.
