As I drive I see a tree wrapped with ribbons & bows,
Who will be next in this tragedy? Nobody knows...
As I have dreams about the present & the past,
I wonder how long this misery will last,
Megan's birthday is coming up the first one this year,
Since she has been gone it will become painfully clear,
This Angel of mine will never see herself turn....
Seventeen & this grief is something I have to learn...
To deal with although it is terribly hard,
I know that I will be forever scarred,
I wish Vicki was here she always knew what to say,
To make everything feel better that everythings ok,
But now She's even gone She hit that stupid tree,
God, Please help me, Why? Why, Did this have to be?
I cry & look at pictures of you both... your face, your smile,
I wish I could see you here on earth again, Even for awhile,
But I can't bring myself to see,
That this will never be,
Goodbye? No I can't say this...
Both of You I will always miss,
This isn't suppose to happen not to you two,
Without You I am so sad, Why must this be true.
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Just had to get this off of my chest so to speak.... I have so much on my mind...
Written September 2nd, 2003
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Awwww honey...this is another fantastic poem that shows exactly how sad you are feeling...your grief and sadness for such a great loss really comes through in this!!
I have written so many times that they will always be with you...and remember it is never goodbye, they will alwyas be at your side, always guiding you, they will forever be your gaurdian angels guiding you through whatever difficult obstacles you may have to face in the future!
I wish you all the best
Love to you
xCx
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brilliant as usual
This really is such a touching poem, keep holding on in there though, and remember that they are always with you, especially when you need them the most. That day will be hard, but celebrate her life and be thankful that you were able to be a part of it. Lots and lots of
s for you and best wishes 
Much love to you
~*blue*~
xxx 
xxx
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Oh dear, such a touching poem. The day is going to be hard yes, when her, well when either one of your angel's birthdays come around. Have a special day, bake some cupcakes, do something fun. You can still celebrate, because you know they will be with you, no matter where you are. Ohh I do wish that there were something I could do, something I could say to make things easier for you. Alas there isn't, but I will be here to read, to read your lovely expressions of your live now and then. *tons of hugs* ~izeofpain
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Oh Sara, I am so, so sorry that you have had to face so much pain and loss this early in your life....wish I could be there to give you a BIG !!! There is probably no good answer to the question "Why?"....you will probably never know why, just know that the ones you have lost all love you very, very much and are forever there watching over you. You come on over and see me any time at all if you need anything....you have a friend who is just a click away! Many smiles for you, angel girl!
~Janet~
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This is a beautiful tribute to two of your angels. I can't even comprehend what this must be like for you. I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this. Keep writing your beautiful poetry, I am sure it helps you some. Your BIGGEST fan and AP friend....Mary Anne
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I know what you mean. I keep referring to my mother as if she's here like mother is instead of mother was. In fact, just this week I went back to correct my typo from is to was and I couldn't and I didn't. My mother's first birthday not being here will be October 9th. I'd ask God why but I know why (heart failure). Mother died of a broken heart and broke my heart. Pass over the cyber kleenex...
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Awww I'm so sorry hon. {{{{{{{ BIG ASS HUGS }}}}}}} lol. I wish you didnt have to go through this pain. I would take it if I could I promise this. I would.
~*Flawed Destiny*~
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