my lost love

time past, days go by.
the past flashes by my eyes.
every ingle emotion i felt since,
i thought of you.
i thought of the way you would react.
and every time i did i cried,
i cried like a baby away from his mother.
i cried until i couldnt breathe anymore.
you were my only hope.
i still think of you
but i dont know why you broke up with me.
and i have this feeling that no matter what you did to me,
the instant you say please my my bou,
ill be with you again forgetting all the pain i felt,
all the tears i cried, and all the pain i caused people who were around me.
but you were the only one i ever loved, the only one i would ever die for.
the only one i tried to die for.
three days after the fatal blow, i took pills to heal the pain forever on time.
i took pills to stop my emotion from going time on end.
to sleep forever more.
but it never killed me, it never worked.
it turns out the amount i took was just enough to stop me from dying.
for my blood pressure was up and i didnt know.
maybe its a sign, that you will be back,
into my arms and out of hers, maybe you will.
but you will always be my lost love