Hole in ya than thou

What went wrong?
My head ponders the object disconnected from me
But yet the pounding within my head continued
My apple remained stable as I grasped it firmly
My thoughts spilled out before you as you disagreed with the objective
I object to the purpose of your disagreement
It was you that exposed the inner workings of my mind
It was you that requested the connection
But yet I am disconnected from the world
I’m confused
Confused that exposure will leave me exposed to ridicule,
pronouncements of my foolishness
Debasement of my character,
Open to
A forced connection to subliminal frequencies that transmit
Chatter, sound, babble
White noise into a black space of doubt
Static reverberation from a flowing algorithm
Programmed through High definition wave lengths
2009 could not wait, my analog emotions were replaced with
1080 progress images that confirmed my earlier bipolar diagnosis
My head spun
Into waves of quantum analogies and assumptions
That you filled my head with through modified USB inputs
Into my brain
Why?
Why fly off into a tangent that meant nil
To either of us
Why is this? 
Blinded by none operating cathode orbs
My WIFI access told me you were near
Near enough to see within me, See what I could not
The modifying interlacing VISTA windows
That you flipped through to log off
any thoughts of anonymity
My rams ran slowly even though my zodiac sign stated otherwise
I’m crashing and don’t know why
And what went wrong
I do not know
IPHONE but no connection
I call out with no signal so
I now know the network has now
and will continuously
deny me access