wedding of her dreams

Her hair falls over her eyes as she stands at the mirror,
her reflection different from what she feels inside.
The sequined dress glinting in the bright summers light from the window behind her.

Her eyes focus on the face of the reflection.
Trying not to notice how dark and empty they seem.
Her breath shallow as she looks down into the casket in front of her.

Her lovers body laying in front of her,
Knowing that there is know need to fell regret.
He had given his life for her.

Her tears fall on his once warm face,
as she looks down on him.
The wedding dress she once wanted so bad to fit her perfectly, is now falling off her form.

The room is empty and quiet.
She can hear her heart in the distances of the room.
She would like nothing more than to crawl into the casket with him.

Maybe everyone would forget about her misdeeds if she disappeared today.
Wanting nothing more to do with this neighborhood she removes the Vail from her face,
Her eyes taking in all the horrified faces of the crowd, she closes her eyes and begins to walk from the room.

Her dress lays in a heap on the floor,
the mirror she once stood in-front of is now shattered,
the room is a wreak as her body lays on the ground nude to the world.

Her black hair trailed out around her,
she looks around the room, her rage has caused this.
She wants nothing more than to forget about the past.

Her lovers body looks down on her in her mind,
smiling at her as she remembers him doing so.
The knowing look in his eyes as he fell to the ground.

Her heart races as she reaches over and takes the knife from the side table,
it's blade gleaming in the daylight that has begun to shin around the room.
She watches her reflection in the metal as she moves it.

The blade so clean and neat,
she slowly runs the blade across her body.
The cuts glowing red in the light of the room as she watches her blood pool around her.

The blade once so neat and clean,
now splattered with blood she lays it down beside her.
Her eyes study the ceiling as death approaches her slowly and painfully.

The bouquet of flowers to her wedding dress in her hands as she slowly slips into the abyss.
Her spirit takes flight as her heart stops,
relieving the wedding of her dreams.

Her lover stands at the plat form,
her once removed dress no back on her perfect form the Vail covering her face,
all the guest rise from there seat, as she walks toward him.

The wedding of her dreams is now a reality,
the crowd cheers as he kisses the bride.
"I've been waiting for you" escapes his lips as he stands in-front of her.

Her chest heaves and she looks back her once beautiful body lays on the ground in a casket, beside her lover.
Her peaceful look longing for someone to notice.
she smiles back at the body.

the wedding of her dreams, was only a reality in death,
but she had to want for so long to get it.
Now she can live peacefully in the little white house in the sky.

The wedding of her dreams a reality or a fantasy,
she went happy with her life,
now she lives on in there hearts and memories.