I took the test

I took the test today,
I came back positive.
I was so scared at that moment.

I didn't know what I was going to do,
I wanted nothing more than to be a good parent,
to let the world know what I'm all about.

Letting everyone know that I'm my own person,
to the world I'm only that one person that know one really knows.
I sit here now and look down and wondering if your asleep.

I took the test today,
and now I know that your a part of me.
I've day dreamed about it all day.

What your going to look like,
what your going to be,
wondering if I'll be the mother that I deserve to be.

Wanting nothing more than for you to be happy with me,
Wanting you to be proud of me.
I look down and wonder if you'll be as close as I was with my mom.

I took the test today,
the only thing I can actually think about it at the moment,
is if there is anything I can do, to make you happy were you are.

I haven't told anyone yet tho,
I've kept you a secret.
I want the family to be happy, but you my little secret will be revealed one day.

I took the test today,
and wondered what I will name you,
and wondered if you'll be a girlie girl or a tom boy.

If you are then I will love you know mater what.
I want you to be happy no matter what,
So I shall do my best when you come around.

I took the test today,
and wondered will everything be alright in the end.
Then I decided I bet it will be, you'll be in my life and thats all I will need.