I've dropped old stories and new
I've forgotten favorite songs too
I've laid down to bed old characters
I've put to rest even you
I've disappeared
I've been destroyed
I've hidden close and far
With you I've toyed.
I'm finally here to apologize
For when I foolishly hypothesized
What I thought was best for me
Was also best for you
I'm sorry Ali.
I already know you are too.
Author notes
She'll probably never read it. She has me blocked on here.
Please tell me what you think
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The idea of me blocking you hurts me. I never blocked you on anything. Ever. Mike, I had been trying these past few years to apologize to you, to say sorry, and all this time, I thought you had me blocked. I read every poem, commented on some, and almost gave up. You never needed to apologize to me, you never did anything wrong. But the poem does at least tell me that you have acknowledged me once more, and that is all I could ask. I know you don't like phones, but if you can text, then PM for my number. I no longer have my own computer with internet, just my boyfriends, so I can't chat over Aol. You'll be proud of me. I work in a local coffee shop now, and I am really good at it. Been writing my novels and working hard through school. I take at least twenty hours worth of school, and work the rest of the time. It's a very busy life, but I deal with it. Anyway, I've never blocked you, so keep up the awesome writing, and hopefully whatever has been making it sad lately will work out in the end for good.
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This was a beautiful, heartfelt poem. I loved the wording. Truly deep.
Write on!
~*~SP~*~
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I'm just kinda sad she won't ever read it. I have finally come to grips with what she and I both were and are.
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