Feelings

I'M FALLING APART

SICK IN MY HEART

AND IT HURTS MORE AND MORE

EVERYDAY

DEPRESSED

IN ETERNAL UNREST

A SOUL SHATTERED INTO DECAY.

I CAN'T COMPREHEND

A SOLUTION TO END

ALL THE PAIN THAT I AM FEELING INSIDE

ENGULFED IN A FEAR

AS THE DROP OF A TEAR

WASHES AWAY WITH MY PRIDE.

I'M BLEEDING TO DEATH INSIDE

AND FEELING TO HARD TO HIDE

AFRAID TO SPEAK OR MAKE A SOUND,

SCREAMING ETERNALLY, BUT

SILENT ALOUD

LOST AND CONFUSED WITH NO WHERE

TO TURN

KILLING ME SLOWLY, WATCHING ME

BURN.

I LIE ON THE FLOOR AND CRY

OUT IN PAIN.

THE THUMPING OF MY HEART

DRIVES ME INSANE.

LOST IN THE DARKNESS, THE

CHAOS OF US.

WONDERING WERE WE LOVE OR

LUST.

IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD

LIKE A RAT IN A CAGE.

COUNTING TO TEN,

STILL FEELING THE RAGE.

CAN'T LET IT GO.

IT'S ALL THE SAME.

WHAT DOES IT MATTER.

I LIKE THE PAIN.

MISERY AND TORMENT.

CUT TILL IT BLEEDS.

IT'S NOT A PSYCHOSIS.

IT'S JUST WHAT I NEED.

STEPPING INTO BLINDNESS

GIVING, BUT NO GAIN.

I LIVE LIFE IN DARKNESS.

THAT IS WHY I AM INSANE.

ALONE AND SAD

IS HOW I AM FOUND.

EACH AND EVERY TIME MY

FEET TOUCH THE GROUND.

ILLUSIONS BLACKENING MY

HEART AND SOUL.

ALONE ONCE MORE, NO

LONGER WHOLE.

I SIT HERE ALONE NOW,

WITH A TROUBLED MIND.

I AM STUCK RIGHT HERE NOW

FOR THERE IS NOTHING

YOU AND I WILL FIND.