D.R.U.G

A reflection is in front of me
How cliche, I know
It's another girl in a story
Who wishes it weren't so

She's pale and gray
Not even to close to alive
There's a darkness in her heart
Shinning through her eyes

She touches the glass before her
A mimic that is the best
She touches the the things that I do
The glass cool to the flesh

I smile and she smiles
But it's more of a grimance in a way
Does she know my secret?
It's too hard to say

Am I trying to scare you?
Am I trying to make you wonder who I am?
That is not my intention, I promise
I wouldn't scare away a friend

It's just that I'm scared
I'm not breathing but I'm here
I cannot feel the cold
Only the never ending fear

That there's someone somewhere
Who is watching me
Seeing all the things I've done
All the things I've seen

And my reflection laughs
In a way she pities me
So I want to break the glass
And have her cease to be

I don't need her pity
I don't need her smile
I don't need to live...
Well at least not for a little while

I've got a person to see first