That Girl.

Don't want to be that girl
                Standing all alone
                      no one to talk to
                                Nobody to hold.

Misery loves company
        Or as many seem to say
                But whenever company come around,
                                        I always seem to push away.

Tossing love aside
      Leaving people in the dust
                I am sitting wondering
                          Whats with my lack of trust.

Need to break out of this
          need to let down my hair
                Because all these insecurities
                            Don't seem to get me anywhere.

I don't want to be that girl
                Standing all alone
                          No one to talk to
                                  Nobody to hold.