The term seems contradicttory,
even to myself,
I can be both, even though it seems a lie
To dominate someone,
but be dominated as well
The feelings reside in me,
to let someone have their way,
the freedom and clarity of having no say,
That clearly says what being dominated is,
yet part of me is so repulsed by it,
like it's a weakness and needs to be silenced,
but I remember the times when I had no say,
and it was more freedom that the chains of life have even given me...
The part that is repulsed by this feeling,
is my dominant side,
the side that wants to dominate someone else,
the feeling of control and helplessness of the dominated,
This part doesn't like being controlled by anyone,
and the thought of giving over free will is repulsive
I have both sides
I could be alpha and beta
yet I am torn and ride a line between the two
Which to embrace
Which to despise
What to do when your mind and body
want to be dominate, yet be dominated...
Please tell me what you think
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I think you showed a well known feeling here. I think many people have these same mixed up feelings. And I must say the comment down here by Crook Oneil is really understandable to it all. Although I have no idea what the word *conundrum* means
Thank you for sharing this great piece here
it's alway's nice to see everybody is sometimes confused inside his or her own feelings
XXJeannette
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well done. i enjoyed this piece, and the duality of it. something we say in the service is "to be a leader, you must know what it is to be led" and they also say that to love is to give your life to someone, trusting them to treat it well. sounds like quite a conundrum.
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Interesting piece. You convey your perplexity with great examination. It is extremely brave of you to face this dilema publicly. Obviously you've been well received. Congratulations, and embrace your ability to indulge in either option as the mood strikes you.
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Totally lovin it!!!
totally how i feel!!!!
♥--T.R;
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Fantastic
A wonderful and clear representation of confusion and mixed feelings. Nice layout.
You put your message across firmly and cleary, justifying your statements yet wasting no time - an exquisite combination.
I hate to point this out and I feel really mean, but just for future reference - replused should be repulsed. If you mean as in disgusted.
But typo or no typo, a truly excellent piece of work. I look forward to reading more poems from you!
ELW
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