Don't Fall Down

I’m not sorry for the pain I caused,
I’m not going to give an apology,
For what you did to me.

You made me cry, bleed, and
Die over and over again inside.

You toyed with me
Till I wither to dust.

You don’t care
You just want my pain for your pleasure.


I have something to say,
So listen if you can.

You can make me cry, bleed, and
Die over and over again inside; But!

No more,
Will I hope to love you truly from inside,
And you will love me back in the same way.

For I know it’s not going to happen…

No more,
Will I wait for you,
When you won’t wait for me.

For I know you will continue on without me…

No more,
Will I love you with my whole heart
To have you rip it from my chest.

For I know you will put it back painfully…

Like nothing happened…

And I know you won’t stop
Not even for me…

But…



NO MORE!
Will I stand to your expectations
To have you hurt me more…




For...

I will abide to my own rules and needs!

Because you can’t stop yourself…

Not as many times as you said you would… 



I know,
I wouldn’t live a life well lived.

If…
If…
If…
If,
I am to live a life cut by words,
Beaten by Fake love.

Not hate, but
Fake love.

From you!
Of all people.

I will wither to dust,
Because of you…


I have a life
And…

And…

And....


I want to live it for myself!




Not to be cut by words
Or beaten by Fake love.

No more
Will I tell lies
So you won’t raise a hand before me

No more
Will I cry in shadows
So you won’t threaten to kill me.

No more…

No more…

No more.
Will I have to be ashamed
To be who I want to be.


No more!
I say:
And you can’t do a damn about it!



I’m living my life
Without you.

It is possible
Unlike you said.

I have friends now
Who seem more like family then you ever did.

Now that I’m free of your grasp
I have a better life then before.

Don’t come to find me
Don’t come to hit, hurt…
Kill me!
Again

I don’t need you and…
That...

Was what I needed.

Don’t try to find me
You can’t find me.

I’m gone forever
I’m free now.

Now that I have cross the line
Like you did…

That night
Not so long ago.

When you beat me to death
Your wife.

I thought you,

Loved me.

Cherished me.

Treasured me.

No
I was a tool
A tool in your game.

Now I’m gone
So far away.

Thanks to you
I dealt with the worst years of my life
That no woman should have to deal with.

But thanks to you
I’m free now.

And you won’t hurt anyone else
Like you did to me.

I’m free!

But for all the women out there
Who have to deal with this
I’m sorry!

What will happen to them?

Don’t let that happen,
It should never happen
To anyone…



So…






Set yourself free
From everyone and anyone
Who dares to:

Cut you with words
And
Beats you with Fake love


Don’t
F
A
L
L
Down


    Like I did…

Don’t fall down