Let...

Let the door shut,
keep myself in my room.
Let no one see,
what lies beneath this shell.
Let no one feel ashamed
being called my friend.
Let them all think,
that I'm alright and all better.
Let everybody think,
I haven't let them down.

I'm sorry for this,
for what I have done
what I feel like doing once again.
I've been left alone far too long,
again.
Just pretend you can't see,
so I won't feel so ashamed.
Just hold me,
and tell me that it wasn't a bad thing.
Just let me know,
that you still care about me.

Let myself go,
slowly each day.
Let myself lose
all control over my mind.
Just let me be free
away from everything.
Just let go of me,
so you won't feel the pain
that I'm about to bestow upon you.