Lost my voice
Can't seem to get the words out
I am screaming
I am crying
But you wouldn't know
The screams wont leave my throat, they're locked in my mind
The things I let him do
The torture I endured
Knowing what was happening, not being able to to stop it
Wanted to say something but he said those words, called me beautiful and it felt okay
So I let him
I let him torture me
He had said the words my heart lives off of, they probably weren't true but it didn't matter
My heart heard it and even though it probably was a lie, my heart wouldn't listen to my mind
My voice was lost along those words
I let him do anything
I would hurt later
My soul would remember the torture it was dealt
I'd remember the way he touched me, the way he kissed me like that
Yet even now I tell myself it was all okay
It was done before so whats it matter if its done again
He said he loved me maybe it was true
Yet I know he was using those words as an advantage
Trying to get what he wanted
Tell myself it is real knowing it isn't
I want it to be
So I let him touch and I let him kiss, cause at least I heard those words again
If even for just a second
My insides were crying with screaming in between the sobs
With no voice he didn't know it wasn't what I wanted
I didn't want it that way
Now my soul screams again
Crying out in pain
My voice was lost with those words
And its cut up with the reality it was forced through
All because my voice was gone
I couldn't tell the words I needed to say
Telling him I didn't want it that
WAY!!!
Author notes
I don't know if this is about me or what. I wrote this after I heard this really sad song. But this is to ever girl who's let a guy disrespect them cause they wouldn't speak up. You got to listen to what you believe don't just let them walk over your beliefs, tell them no. God should be the only one you kiss and touch and feel. Guys should know that first thing you tell them.
Please tell me what you think
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this is really good. it really speaks. great write.
~destiny
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Powerful
Very mature and solid piece of work.
Nice line - "The screams wont leave my throat, they're locked in my mind"
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would u believe its true
the poem isnt something i heard online or something
i wrote it a day after something happened -
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I thought it might be true, but hoped it wasn't. So sorry you went through that. Thanks for sharing.
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You hit it on the hrad.Thank you for saying what ppl need to hear
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