I dwelled in blank darkness I thought was so bright,
cruel laughter and back handed compliments so sweet.
My happiness was a bubble wrapped in delusion
utterly intangible for fear it would burst!
And I was pleased - till I met you
Never bothered me if I wasn’t good enough for the world.
Not even sure if I loved myself as I should.
My only concern was what would make others smile;
my only fears were thunderous frowns.
And I was content - till I met you.
Depth of emotion that skimmed the top;
shallow as an unmarked grave, and as cheerful!
The veil of uncertainty an actual physical shroud
that I wore like a wedding gown; thrilled at the fit.
And I was full-till I met you.
Now I’m thrust into a world full of colors and songs
I falter in steps that those around me take with ease
And I worry that I might never belong to this glittery throng
I am scared and lost and angry; angry at reality….at you.
And I hate you- Till I realize you love me
Author notes
When I read the caption for the contest and Sonja said she had a reason to celebrate love and life, this just flew at me. So here, I offer this up to you hungry vultures! (*winks*)
A contest entry
- Will you pick flowers or points? Maybe both? by Sonja.
435 points, ended July 19, 2007, 14 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Lemme Have It
Comments
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Hungry vultures will not find enough food here, but your readers will find fine poetry with a lot of emotion. I am glad that your world is turned to colors and song.
~Sonja~ -
What a powerful poem. It is at once a celebration of love and also a realisation that we have to let go and let love (and lovers) take its course. A wonderful write. Chris.
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