The time we spent together i remember only to well. It caused happyness to flow like fire throgh my veins whenever i was around you. Creating bursts of flames that none ave ever experinced before. The icey chills that ran down my spine at the smell of you, the cruel games you played with my heart without know it. And yet when i wasn't with you horrible saddness would clog all of our wonderful memories. Thoughts of you without me, hearing your breath in the distance, seeing your shadow. Too far to grab and hold, yet close enough to torment my soul. Holding you in my arms felt like nothing before. Letting you go another pain to scorch my body. Together we laughed, smiled, loved, embraced. Apart i whept, shuddered, bled, conceled. With you i was myslef, like an unopened flower gretting the sun for the first time. Without you i stole way into the darkness like a bat running from the sun. You touched me without reaching out. You held me without movement. You let me fall without a sound. Horrible and dazed, yet knowing to well what would happen, you released me with second thoughts. My sturbon and guarded heart oozed pain and tears for an eturnity after your words were spoken. The shattered bits turned to dust upon the floor awaiting to swept up by another lover. Your memory left its mark on my skin, lips, soul, mind. My memory is something that is unclear, but spread around all too well. Whispers i hear everywhere of our past. But none of that matters, I've lost you. Your gone and I'm here, without you im nothing, just what i was before. All alone once again
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