Questions & Debates

“Does she make you happier then me?”

Now, do you really want to know the answer to that question;
Because trust me, I don’t think you do.
The rooms to quiet, the hum of a mute TV and drip in the sink-
Something needs to be said. I won’t answer, I can’t.

Opposite sides of a small dark room, choked sunlight
The muffled sound of happy children upstairs;
I want to run, but where to? I want to scream, cry
Anything to get this and that off my mind; yet thank you
For reminding me about the entire situation all over again.

A random question; startling reminder about all the shit
I’m trying to forget. I laugh, it’s fake. You know it.
Yesterday, I smiled, it’s real. You knew it. Contemplation;

“Why did she say no?”

I hate you curiosity, and the way you don’t care.
I hate the way you compare me to flawless models
Saying shit like “If you just did this...” “You could look like that.”
Your depressive thoughts, please I don’t want to hear them;

I miss Neverland.