I haven't eaten right for a week.
I'm not quite sure what that means.
All I know is I'm tired of it.
I'm sick. I don't know about physically.
I've always known I am mentally though.
Nothing new. Nothing is ever new.
My stomach hurts whenever it's anything but water
Whenever I eat I sleep afterwards to forget the discomfort
Sleeping during the day ruins sleeping at night
I don't get to bed until 3 a.m.
I lie up there, thinking. Thinking hurts.
Everything hurts. That's something new I guess.
I'm tired of feeling. I'm tired of these ways.
I've lost a lot of my weekends in a blurry haze.
There used to be something called happiness.
I swear I had it down. Now I'm homesick, lovesick.
I discovered I'm in love. That's something new I guess.
Every day I want to cry. I have no one to cry to.
I can only cry about. Every day the tears build.
Every day I have to take the energy to push them back.
Energy that would be better spent eating, sleeping or thinking straight. I'm surprised I'm alive.
I've never been surprised to be alive before. That's something new I guess.
Please tell me what you think
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whoa.
I haven't eaten right for a week.
I'm not quite sure what that means.
All I know is I'm tired of it.
I'm sick. I don't know about physically.
i love that, like you dont even know.
My stomach hurts whenever it's anything but water
Whenever I eat I sleep afterwards to forget the discomfort
i do the same thing..it's sickening but true.
There used to be something called happiness.
I swear I had it down. Now I'm homesick, lovesick.
I discovered I'm in love. That's something new I guess.
Every day I want to cry. I have no one to cry to.
holy shit.. yah, i know exactly how you feel like no joke.
Every day I have to take the energy to push them back.
Energy that would be better spent eating, sleeping or thinking straight. I'm surprised I'm alive.
I've never been surprised to be alive before. That's something new I guess.
being surprised about beign alive is probably the weirdest thing i've ever felt.
this is really strange, but i love it so much.
it's like...just so straightup and fucking amazing.
like you dont even know.
well i guess you do, cos you wrote it.
but yes.
love it. so fucking much.
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I strangely liked this. I could relate to so much of it. Though I would have liked to see more rhymes, it's still good. The repetition was a good touch.
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