sick of you

I thought what we had was love
I thought you loved me as much as i did
I was ready to have your name
I was ready to say "i do"
But somehow it all changed
somehow I feel so cold and hurted
something made me see the lies
your eyes said you are unfaithful to me
your hands said you touched someone other than me
your lips are feeling blue
I felt it in the air
It was some sort of energy
that passed to me
an energy that turned me mad
seeing the world so black
nothing was clear
everything vanished and became a memory
the crazy laughs we threw in the air
are turturing me now: dying with regret
I was a blind but now in the darkness i see
a darkness that made love die
that made me want to take my soul
to a different place, to a higher level
to a place exempt of lies
exempt of deceptions and heart breaks
to a place where the love rules
a place where truth is a minister
and friendship is the army
where the moon is the guardian
and the sun is a protector
i am sick and tired of all lies
i hate to be hated!
I hate to be played!
i hate to have to go through it
i hate to think it over again
and live such a nightmare
no even more! a living hell
not the expression a real one!!
a real sufferance daily
untill my eyes bleeds
and i see the monsters coming to me
too scary but afraid of me
you made me live a hell at my younge age