Vicki,
My Sister, My Comforter, My Best Friend. What would I ever do without you? I have been praying for you ever since I found out what happened to you. Although, I don't know & may never know how exactly the car accident happened, it doesn't matter... For all I want to do now is hold your hand & Tell you that I Love You & that I'm here for you.
You don't know how much of a blessing it is to have your Boyfriend Paul with us. He is trying to be so strong for us & I am trying to be for everyone also. You have so many friends, teachers, and people that you wouldn't even think of are asking about you, praying for you & hoping that you will be ok. Vicki, You have no idea how many people have just missed seeing that beautiful smile on your face.
Hold on to God & None of us will NEVER lose faith that you will recover & overcome this. There are so many people & churches that are praying for you right now & with God beside you... You can't fail. If God was to take you home You would be in a much better place than this but I guess I'm selfish because I'd rather have you here with us but If God calls you home than I know You'll watch out over me & the ones you love.
I remember all the times we've talked about Our Dads, You & Paul, Relationships, Weight, & Yes, Our wonderful fake arguements & fights we would have in choir class, which was always hillarious & we would always end up hugging each other & cracking up at those who didn't get our humor.
I Miss You Vicki... Its going to hurt so much if God takes you home, But I know you Sis, You're a Fighter & You won't give up without a fight. Always know that you are Loved, Thought of, & Missed each & everyday!
I LOVE YOU SIS,
Sara
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THIS IS A LETTER THAT I WROTE TO MY BEST FRIEND VICKI THAT SHE NEVER GOT TO READ... MY ONLY REGRET IS THAT I DIDN'T PUT IT IN HER CASKET WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE FOR AT THAT TIME I COULDN'T THINK & I WAS OVERWHELMED WITH GRIEF.
Written August 24th, 2003
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this is really sweet after magen died i wrote her a letter or two and i put them out at her grave under some dirt and kind of barried it there with her and i was like this is so stupid but i did it and it made me feel better you can try it it might sound weired but i think that she got it and read it and she has even answered me in some was like i asked her what all happened that night and a few months later they started to find stuff out you knwo
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jessie
