Fuck you, I hate you so much.
I can't get away from you.
You're every where.
I can't stop thinking about you.
I want things back to how they were.
But everytime I try to talk to you
it feels wrong.
I can't stop caring about you,
no matter how much I want to.
I never say I love you
because it hurts too much,
even though it hurts not to say it.
I gave you everything I could,
I gave you more than you knew,
because I couldn't tell you.
I think about you every day,
I always have.
I never wanted to stop talking to you,
I didn't even try.
It just happened because
I get so sick of aching
for someone all the time.
I'm not strong enough
to deal with that,
I've been through too much to even try.
So it is my fault.
I've always known that.
But it's part of who I am
and I can't change.
But I tried.
I did try for you.
And that is all I can say.
I'm only saying this now
because things will
never be the same.
We won't ever have whatever it was
that we had again.
The stars are yours now,
do with them what you like...
but please save just one for me.
Author notes
Distance, love, Seperation.
"This is our last goodbye,
I hate to feel the
love between us die.
But it's over,
just hear this
and then I'll go...." - Jeff Buckley
Comments
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such a sad yet loving piece, the last verse particularly got to me because when my husband was in jail i always used to sit outside at night and look at the stars, one in particular was his... i even wore a star necklace. beautiful,
hugs,
georgie,
xxx
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Awww mikki i know the feeling, an i know wat u hav gone thru i feel for u so much i jus hope ur ok great expression and heart here. missing u Jesse
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