Grandmother

For what?

for who?...and why?

With love in my heart and a empty hands

tears like crystals or diamonds rolling down her cheeks
That was how she looked when she was young or at least I think the sad parts of here life.  But there was some happiness there was all hope in the world for her and love what of it?...What of that? Yes there was love...there was much love.
And my heart and my empty hands? What peace do I fit with this puzzle? A map is her face and her body as well her tears rolling down here cheeks faster then when see was young. I can see that. I can see it unlike here past. So what of her love? Gone. Left but a empty corpse...a harsh way to put it but it is only as harsh a the way things are now. And one one mount later 99 years of life left her and now she comes to to my home and God granted my wish that i have wanted. I wished for greed I do admit and I am ashamed for the wishes that I want. But what was behind the wishes I want...the one thing that hid in shadows was to be happy and all around me to be safe and happy. and to live by my emotion.




HAPPY...............and to fell.......