Baby

hello baby
i think its better this way
because i am the only on who wanted you to stay
i didnt mean to cause that bump
i was push when he noticed a lump
im sorry baby
you didnt get to live
love would be all i had to give
i didnt like the idea of planning this
i kind of liked the idea of you little kiss
but he didnt think of it that way
he really didnt want you to stay
no one really knew about you
or the pain you went through
i really didnt want to do it
although i couldnt handle you ill admit
but baby what you didnt know
i really didnt want you to die
i wanted to hear you sweet little cry
please baby dont think he hated you
just not right now he wouldnt pull through
i tell myself he didnt want to push me really hard
it was like some wild card
i refused to put you through a thousand dollar murder
i didnt tell my mother because it would have only hurt her
im sorry baby but you see
regardless of what happened i really wanted you to be