Solitude

Some say solitude is what people sometimes need most,
but right now it looks like i dont have the choice.

Did you think i would crumble and fall to my feet
when our friendship came to lies and deceiet?
I knew you were bound to fall,fall to the floor
at her beckond call,
and leave me alone once more in solitude.

I realise how love is important,
as it is to me,
but your aura left my frienship tree.

Dont get me wrong i know how it feels,
to fall in love head over heels,
it seems you have forgotten what we once had and
neverending love... it makes me sad.

Your essecnce shadows every day,
more and more it fades away.
Fallen years it seems,
where once we had shelterd our dreams.

This isnt how i really feel,
anger is just a prelude to what im trying to say,
i really do miss you a bit more each day.

Please dont decieve what we once had,
im still here ,even though things have turned out bad.

You will always be my own,
even though your not around,
This friendship was meant to last
it wasnt meant to fall to the ground.

Im not going to give up, give up on us,

ill fight for us, ill fight if i must.

I hope you miss me as much as i miss you,
my shadow of a memory,my memory of you.