A Love Song to a Former Pigmented Abused Medication

My lips are still trembling and my legs are still sore
My heart's still afloat but my head's no longer cloudy
My background on my desktop is that picture you asked for
Of you and I and summer daze
I still feel my fingers locked between yours
And I still taste the drugs from your skin

If I'd known what was going on I'd fill up with regrets
But god fucking damn, it felt better than I imagined
Half of me still believes it never happened
Because I dont have a tendency of success
When it comes to this
My oh my, your so strong im still high

I dont know why I feel so unique
You're just a generic brand after all
We just abused eachother to make my need stronger
Powder-puffs and gumdrops and fountains of cough syrup
"Take my hand and fall with me!" you cry in my direction
Me with no choice, I'll dive in headfirst