Despare

  Sitting here,  feel so numb to anything going on around me. How did she ever forget to love me? Why did she take away my future, why did she take the past? What we had , I thought would last. She did it without ever thinking about me. How bad it would make my heart bleed. How baby, could you want him, when all you ever could need was right here in me. How could you break my heart so easy, and so thoughtless indeed. When , for you, I would bleed. Promises not kept from you to me, have brought me down to my knees. As I sit and wait for the blade to cut me, I say : God, why has she forsaken me?" Our beautiful baby didn't do any wrong. And to be yours we've waited so long. My life is really over, and know one feels my pain. The same blood as my little angel's is in my vein. With what you did , my heart beats so slow. Death comes quick, with this final blow. You killed me Sam, with your careless act. And in my heart lives a huge crack. I wish you could hold me again, and for you I had love, as my wife and my best friend. I cry so hard when no-one can hear, please change these things my dear! Baby, you have stolen my trust, all for what, "lust" God hold me in my darkest hour, please forgive me for having no power. I am healpless as a baby in this pain, call me up home lord, say my name. Take me Jesus, away from the world, despare given to me by my girl. Call me home blessed lord, take me away from this evil world. I was not ment to be detroyed in this life. All I want back is my wife.