If you only knew

I wish you knew
Knew what I felt
And thought
I can't write
But I want to
I want to write about you
Tell you what you are to me
What you mean to me
But it won't come out
As my fingers move to the music
Hitting keys
My mind is in another place
Thinking about other things
Mostly you
Wishing I could
Walk down the street
Holding your hand
Giving you random hugs just because
I think about what we had
What i miss
How i would give anything
to have it back
I find my self staring at you
Trying to figure out
What you're thinking
Feeling
So I sit starting
Not knowing
Just looking 
Staring
Watching
Every action
Every movement
I look you in the eyes
And you turn away
If you only knew
What I felt when you looked at me
When you held me
Kissed me
Touched me
If you only knew
What you ment to me..

You'd see