holding on

The limited light pierces my night acustomed eyes, and i squint momentarily while i wait for my eyes to adjust. Unble to sleep i roll out of my warm bed, my troubled soul makes my body restless and so i must move. You are so far from my arms. If only i could stretch my arm way out to where you are, maybe then i could find rest and sleep away these troubles.I miss you baby, i wish you were coming home this very night, this very early morning. Five days has never seemed so far away, as they do now. Your voice is the only comfort for me, a small one, yet greatly accepted. Can you sleep tonight, are you as troubled as i? Or are you dreaming, comforted in your blankets? What are you dreaming love? I wish i could join you tonight, but i fear i may never rest until you are near me again. You never called back baby, and i understand, it was lae, we had said our goodbyes and goodnights before hand in case the phone cut out like it had...but oh, to hear your voice again would bring me the comfort i need, to help me relax, to help me dream. Baby when i shall see you again, it will be like heaven, only better, so very much better, so much so, that the angels in heaven will be jealous of the perfectness that i find in your arms, the sense of being home-not the home that i dwell in now with out you-. Nyquill should help me sleep, but do i dare resort to that? My dear, what shall i do with myself now that the days till i see you are becoming shorter? I will be filled with such longing that i will burst by the time i see you. I should not fret, we will be together soon, and we have many days to make up for, many hours, and many unshared smiles and laughs. I shall hear your voice again, i shall live through another day, i shall make it, and so shall you, we will prevail, and we will be together forever, wrapped in each others arms, so very close to eachother. Doesnt it sound wonderful? Dream it with me baby, wish upon a shooting star with me...hold on to me.