Everyday it feels the same
finding temporary things satisfy me
im beging you to be my escape
because i cant even think anymore
and i used to think it was so stupid
when they would tell me they felt this way
but now i understand.
its hard to know what its like
until you feel it yourself
and now i just want it to stop
i dont want to deal with it
i just want to be okay again
and be able to move on
i need to find myself
i need to live
and your fucking pushing me
i wanna scream
but again i just push it away
i dont know where it comes from
it just builds
I need you to be my hero
i need you to help me find myself
i hate this
im tired.
and i feel so stupid
and so fucking insecure
with all this doubt stuck in my head
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I like this one. I mean, you have a few spelling mistakes. But even if each poem is different, they are all good in some way. I like the part where it says, 'I'm begging you to be my escape because I can't even think anymore'
Good job, and keep up the good work! -
gayest thing i have ever read. and you need to go see a doctor because you are fucked. in the head.
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