If You Knew

Just for a moment I want to rewind
To see the way that I spent my life
The choice I made,
How I spent my time
I don’t want to relive, I just want to rewind

Just for a moment I wish I could see
All the joy and the happiness
The good time I had
The laughs that didn’t last
Just for a moment I want to see him again

Just for a moment I would like to hear
Him trying to sing Barbie Girl
Hear him laughing at his mistake
Just for a moment please
Let me hear his voice falling on my ears

Sadly in my life’s rewind, misery dwells
Questions rolling in my mind
Could I have saved you?
Would you still be here?
Why didn’t I come with to keep you safe?


Memories of you still fresh on my mind
Like scars torn open over and over
Today I cried for you
It was all I could do
You were sacrificed the moment we hung up

Just for a moment
I wish you wouldn’t hate me
If you knew
If only you knew