Insanity

Staring at this same old page,
Silently going insane.

Thinking about what I try to forget,
Try so hard but cant quite yet.

Thoughts of you are on my mind,
Your images scored a permanence in my head,
Like a grave carved of stone,
Ever second that I groan,
Is always in wanton of you.

Haunt me when I'm all alone,
The thoughts I cant let go.

A loneliness I wont condone,
I cannot laugh I cannot cry.

Eyes dry and voice gone hoarse.

You say soon,
But it seems so distant.

You took my soul; my sanity,
And made it seem so useless,
I think of you and cant control.

Theses raging hormones at your beck and call,
Your voice,
A word,
Always enough to set me off.

Honest, faithful, loyal and true,
Everything I need of you,
How do I get through tomorrow?

So little days,
Compared to theses months.

Remember now I must be strong,
Or insanity will have my soul.