What have you done to me?

My mind curls around your presence,
Living off your warmth.
I’m stealing it.
Like I stole your heart.

Because I don’t see how anyone could have willingly fallen in love with me.
There has to be some sort of rule.
Against treating me right.

I know this doesn’t mean anything.
I’m telling myself it doesn’t mean anything.
I’ll ignore the smiles you bring.
I’ll ignore the happiness in my heart.

Because you are only out to hurt me.
I can’t let myself trust you.
I can’t let myself trust you.
I can’t let myself trust you.

But I have.

Oh baby I have.

I can’t stop.
I can’t stop this.
I can’t stop you.

I can hear the words in my head.

I won’t say it,
I can’t say it.
I can’t give in.

…

I love you.

Oh god.

What have you done to me?