Final....

Life seems so fucking gone anymore
Promises made to myself gone
Everything spinning around and around
My heart cut out
Bleeding and alone
The room is spinning
Colors swirl in and out of reality
My eyes it seems are playing tricks on me
Tricks of the light perhaps
Falling, falling, falling
The demons in my life taking over
Everything just goes deft
Muffled sounds greet me
Is it really greeting or a way to terrorize me
They come out of the shadows it seems
Every little movement
I look over my shoulder
Paranoid
Scared with a wild look in my eyes
Crazy is the word they use
But what is crazy really
Is it the imagination or is it the mind
I know they aren't real but they feel real
They sound real
I can hear them as crystal clear as I can hear you
But they take no form
They tell me I'm not in touch with reality
But can't I just create my own reality
Know what my boundaries are and expand them
Curl up inside my shell of no one
It's as if no one occupies my body
I am seperated from it
No one knows how it feels
To be honest there is no feeling
It's just gone
Done
Final....