And what if I wanted to break?
End it all with one final mistake.
Fake smiles and perfected lies,
Hide the tears within blue eyes.
The lies are suddenly forbidden,
And the tears are forming fast.
Another scream could break the ice,
Where she could reach perfection at last.
And what if I wanted to cry?
End it all with one final tear in my eye.
Eyes laced with desired perfection,
Count the scars in the reflection.
One scar, two scars, three scars, four,
Another set of initials and a heart.
The words are hurting her soul,
The lies were only the start.
And what if I wanted to scream?
End it all with one final dream.
Of razorblade fairytale endings,
And prince charmings drowings.
The cinderella wasn't defined perfection,
She was more of a lonely girl instead.
Took a bullet to the head and cried,
She always looked prettier in red.
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Fuck I hate myself at the moment.
All I do is fuck up and screw everything up.
I feel pretty much alone.
OKAY?
Does anyone hear me anymore? I feel like noone cares, nobodies listening.
Nobody was ever listening.
FUCK!
I'm sick of this shit.
Please tell me what you think
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"The lies are suddenly forbidden,
And the tears are forming fast.
Another scream could break the ice,
Where she could reach perfection at last."
Hun, I am fuckin listening, I am always here for you cuz your here for me. I know how you feel. My emotions arent under my control anymore, thay do what they want and it hurtss. These days i just wanna die. Talk to me when you need to, im here
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I just feel like I'm losing my best friend.
He's been off in his own little world lately whilst mines being ruined by little aliens.
It just hurts.
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awww this is so so sad! but totally amazing! very well written. so much emotion, a wonderful right to show your cry for help.
i can relate! aspecially at the moment!
i am so sorry you feel that way i am always here for you! if you ever need to talk just IM ill b here, no matter what
take care sweetie! much love,
love HB
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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OMG! Im crying! I love you so much gurl!
I havn't realised how shit you've been and Im really really sorry.
I do love you.
Dont u ever forget that!
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