what changed? content with all the lonely nights,
knowing that i at-least had you finally; how could
i give up? after all that time, after all the work
i tried so hard so somehow reach your level
i stuttered at your beauty
i couldn't breath from all those kisses;
my hands shook and i could barely look
for the fear you'd not be real.
If my heart could actually smile
i think then it would have been always stapled with a grin;
i'm left to wonder if you even remember "Chrissy Cherie"
or that fake rose you promised to me?
memories are meant to be left long gone and buried
but naw, my stupid ass had to ressurect the dead;
i struggle with the past enough, loss is what i dread
i guess the hardest part of all, well
I DID THIS TO MYSELF
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I'm a fucking idiot =]
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it's ok,i've resurrected it too
i definitly loved the poem
-Phoenix -
... I saw that bulliten you posted first.
And then I realized you weren't the only one up all night looking at message archives and old poems...
You're still my Chanel no. 1... Mon Chrissy Cherie.
-"i found a ring in the lucky charms box;
and it's all glittery, and pretty, and green
and it made me think of you.
want it? "
And when it was still forgivable for me not to call..:i called.
you didn't pick up *tear*
meh, istillluffyoutho' bawha
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