Just cant do it anymore

I cant describe this pain I feel,
I cant tell if this is a dream or real.
This thought consumes me wont go away,
The day is long at night I pray.
Like a piece take from my verry soul,
This leaves me lost and feeling cold.
I do everything to see your smile,
Why do you deny me my own trial.
I want you to want me I want you to see,
When you do look are you looking at me?
Why do you turn away now that she knows,
Is this as far as your willing to go?
I have given you my all and I cant make you see,
That this feeling is real as real as you and me.
I want you to tell me what makes you so sad,
It hurts you dont trust me anymore and you always get mad.
When I wake in your arms holding me close,
I feel that I have more than most.
I hate that she can hurt you and then you go back,
But what was I a little off track?
I have done so much for you and she took that away,
Dont worry one day she will pay.
I cant stand this anymore,
I am not your little whore.
Why did you do this to me,
All I wanted was to be.
Please tell me the truth and dont turn it around,
I need to know if im still off the ground.
I thought we could be I guess I was wrong,
Just make it stop so I can stop this song.

Briana Watson