I dread the mornings
when I had voice mails on my phone
rage jumping through my heart
and sorrows on my tounge
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know this life that has begun
I feel like I lost friend
that has started to be defined as an enemy
I feel stabed as part of a joke
that accidently killed me
I feel like you wanted me gone
that the vision of my blood took way too long
I see your emotions masked
you tell me you love me
that everything done is in the past
you tell me I hurt you
when I said that I felt betrayed
its funny, how my pain needs to be over payed
You always try to over shadow me
make my life seem empty
the only thing was that after so many people
past you by, you needed me, to stand strong at your side
after so many cruelties you would wonder why I would leave
There was never a reason, I just didn't like to be teased
It was never spelt out why everyone called you a bad friend
I never even realized it till the end
that while you were professing your death
you would hand me a bottle of poison and tie a string around my neck
it was never your death you would try to seek through
it was mine, and I guess that is why our ending must be true.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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wow.
this is amazing

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ohh so good. really like this one.
"that while you were professing your death
you would hand me a bottle of poison and tie a string around my neck"
BEST TWO LINES EVER!

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"after so many cruelties you would wonder why I would leave
There was never a reason, I just didn't like to be teased"
I LOVE those lines. This is just such a powerful write, full of saddness and anger! Great! -
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Thankyou! I edited it a bit more..but thank you soo much! I am glad you liked it, it means alot to me
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