You put me through so much shit
And I'm fucking through with it
All your lies, all your games
And I took all the goddamn blame
I am not the bad one
I am not the liar
I am not the manipulative one
I am not the one who sets hearts on fire
I am the one you lied to
I am the one you played
I am the one who loved you
I am the one who stayed
I stayed despite your drama
I stayed despite your manipulation
I stayed because I loved you
I stayed with complete adoration
You fucking threw me out of your life
And stabbed my goddamn heart
You tore it up with your fucking knife
Your knife of lies and deceit
Your knife of games and mistreat
You emotionally raped me
And caused unbearable pain
You fucking screwed with me
And didn't bother to explain
It was from her that I found out
About your fucking hook-up
And of course at first I had my doubts
Until you let it slip, you stupid fuck up
Now let me tell you something dear
Let me explain
I will be very clear
And try to restrain
I hate you I hate you I hate you
Don't you dare forget it
I hate you I hate you I hate you
Don't you dare fucking forget it
Author notes
My first Tyler poem
It's been about 10 months
And I'm finally able to write about him
Thank fucking God
I really needed to get that out
In a list
Please tell me what you think
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Damn!
This was intense. You had me pissing in my pants -
this was an amazingly emotional write, very intense. great job. i'm glad that you're rid of this person, for it's not right for someone, anyone for that matter, to go through that kind of pain in their life. i'm sorry that you are one of those people, but like i said, at least it's in your past now. the pain will eventually fade with time.
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thank you so much =)
i know the pain will eventually fade
and im looking foward to that
but for now i can use my pain to my advantage
and write everything out
thanks for commenting =)
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can i steal this?
and say it's mine?
jkjk.
i'm sorry you go hurt.
hell. . . i'm sorry everyone got hurt.
people just don't understand how much they mean to someone sometimes and they take it for granted.
mostly though i hate relating to this.
i hate that we mean so little to guys that they think they can cheat on us and toss us to the curb for someone "better".
i'm glad you're able to write about him again.
but i'm envious.
i can't really think of writing about anyone BUT tim.
if i had to say one thing to him right now though it'd deff be;
"I hate you I hate you I hate you
Don't you dare forget it
I hate you I hate you I hate you
Don't you dare fucking forget it."
I LOVE YOUU!
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This is amazing. And I'm sure so many people can relate.
You're amazing Kate. Don't ever forget that.
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thanks sonya. your pretty superduper amazing as well =)
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Whoa.
This is scary,
Intense,
And completely and utterly PERFECT.
I love you so much.
I am SO proud right now.
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Thanks Mia
I'm kinda proud of myself too
I've been needing to get this out
And it's been so long
But the anger and hurt is still fresh
I love you too<3
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