Addiction

I hear the voices,
They're in my head,
They keep on giving me choices,
All the reasons why I should be dead,

I see the faces,
All over the walls,
My mind retraces,
Back to all those phone calls,

Here comes the darkness,
Its creeping in,
This place seems so heartless,
A place full of sin,

It's making me itach,
Like bugs crawling under my skin,
My body's starting to twitch,
The addictions gonna win,

I'm breaking into a sweat,
It's just so cold,
It was just one set,
But now my soul is sold,

My body is aching,
I have to get a grip,
My mind is racing,
Man I really hate this trip,

I just needed a fix,
What harm could that bring,
It wasn't that bad of a mix,
Now I'm lying here listening to the fat lady sing,

I'm glad you're not with me,
To see me this way,
I want you to know I'm sorry,
I meant to be there that day,

I missed your funeral,
Now I'm at mine,
I've lost control,
And wasted my time.