for you.

I wish I could give you a chance.

If you don't mind my stained hands.

I kinda wish I could be with you.

Even though I would probably make you sad.

I just want you to be happy.

Aww.

Your so beautiful...

Did you know that?

Yeah.

You know.

But then again flowers are beautiful and they make everyone happy.

But they will never know that.

Ever in thier entire life.

Isnt that sad?

Aww.

Your so cute when you smile.

Did you know that?

I wish I could take all of the happy colorful things I have ever seen...

And give them to you.

I don't need them anymore.

I promise.

I wish you would stop letting me chase you.

And let me catch you.

I wish I could make you a promise that I would never ever make you cry.

But thats hard to even think about saying..

When all the promises that have ever been made are just  lies with pretty ribbons wrapped around them.

I don't want to make you believe in me.

People hate when I love.

People laugh when I cry.

It hurts to cry.

Your something I have never seen. And for the first time it scares me.

I don't want to ruin that.

And I'm afraid of my feelings.

My love seems to hurt things, break hearts, make people scream and hate

Cry.

I look back and see crying.

Yelling.

Screaming.

I want to push it away from myself.

I would do anything to prove that love isnt like that.

But I'm afraid of you.

I'm afraid of people that are kind it only leads to pain.

If I ever did anything to hurt you I would never be able to forgive myself.



So I'll probably never be able to tell you how I feel.

I break things.

I don't want to ruin you.