Please don’t break me
I want to let you in
Not shut you out
Leave you behind
Like I’ve done
Every other time
I’m trying to move forward
Forget about the past
But every time I do
A mistake resurfaces
That blinds me of the fact
I’m stronger, wiser
I’ve went through so much
But that mistake just makes it dust
Blown away in the wind
Like it never happened
Back where I began
When I couldn’t handle it
When I lost control
And my life seemed ruined
Gaining control
Or losing control
It never seems stable
I’m always doing something
Never completely there
It’s like I’m trying
But never succeeding
It’s skimming my fingertips
Just out of my reach
I want to let you in
Not shut you out
Leave you behind
Like I’ve done
Every other time
I’m trying to move forward
Forget about the past
But every time I do
A mistake resurfaces
That blinds me of the fact
I’m stronger, wiser
I’ve went through so much
But that mistake just makes it dust
Blown away in the wind
Like it never happened
Back where I began
When I couldn’t handle it
When I lost control
And my life seemed ruined
Gaining control
Or losing control
It never seems stable
I’m always doing something
Never completely there
It’s like I’m trying
But never succeeding
It’s skimming my fingertips
Just out of my reach
Author notes
this is about me....even though it's not that happy....i amhappy with my life...i think i've finally taken control...it took long enough...i'm happy....and i like that....and read my author's page because lately i've figured some stuff out about happiness and life and stuff....hope you liked this poem though
