Life Time Of Misery

My Lip Trembled As You
Slid Your Hand Down My
Porcelain Blushing Cheek,
You Sent Shivers Down My Spine
As You Leaned In And Tenderly
Kissed My Blood Red Lips,
I Wish That Moment Had
Lasted Forever,
I Was Lost In A Dream,
A Misted Picture Of Us
Together,
Forever,

But On The Tip Of My Tongue
Was The Deepest Of Secrets,
I Had Wished For So Long
That You Could Have Known,
That Those Beautiful Moments
And Memories Where Running Out,
Those Breaths You Counted When
You Rested Your Head On My Chest,
And That Heart Beat That Got Faster
And Faster The Closer You Got,
Where
Dying,

Every Second I Spent In Your Arms,
Was A Moment In Heaven,
I Wish We Could Have Flown With
The Angels But My Time
Was Wearing Thin,
I Knew I Needed To Say Those Words,
Those Words That Would Shatter Your
Heart Into A Tower Of Glitter,
But I Couldn’t Bring Myself To Say Them,
I Choked Every Time I Tried To Say
Goodbye,
I Love You My Darling.

So I Wrote Those Words That
Made My Heart Bleed,
Those Black Smudged Words That
Flickered In Front Of My Eyes
And As You Read That Letter,
They Became Blurred Too,
All You Could Do Was Hold Me
As My Heart Turned Cold And That
Moment Of Silence,
Turned Into A Life Time
Of
Misery.