may 17, or some other title :)

Its something I've known, something thats true
and under my veil of deception, not even the best can see through
when they give a quick smile and pass
my mind crumbles with each innocent glance
some kind of forshadowing was gave
remenience, call back to the times I was never warned to behave
and it could never be out of vain
to reveal myself, let out the shame
hey, I'm not some angel delivered to Earth
because a confusion is my existance, down to the day of birth
and I'm not that honest either
and perhaps during these fifteen years, I've committed a misdemeanor
back in freshman year I gave all the answers
I cheated an dhave developed emotional cancer
and during the summer of 2006 I never brought this upon myself, this hex
infatuation grew but this girl didn't allow lust to give in to sex
back in September...
that was one month to remember
I was selling essays
but an actress too, could not let them see me this way
and it was anything except a day full of surprise
it merely developed through the world's eyes
was May 17, 2007
I'm sure disdain rained into my soul from heaven
there was this big fellow *Chris
the one who would brag, 16, and never been kissed
he served as our physical curtain
but now, I feel to him I've passed upon the burden
I couldn't sleep, nor could I eat
and worldwide, I felt the heat
so, I waited, waited, and waited
the last bell of sophmore year was anticipated
to the office I walked
and ignoring every face that mocked
Mrs. Leo, I pleaded
there's some words that you needed
to hear from my mouth and none other's
because this world may have brought me up like this, but not my mother
I cheated. I cheated on the AP test
and please, don't kick me out, listen to my confession, the rest
at the end both were crying, her and she
her telling she, things were meant to be
and thats about I can remember
from May of '07, down to December