Just drunken obscenity
Of unbelievable infinity
Of this life that perpetually
Keeps taking hits at me
Don’t expect this to make sense
It is just an expression of a fence
Of intoxicating substances
That most take to offense
How can I express how I feel
When I am too torn to deal
With the unutterable issues
Which have no appeal
To anyone but my lovely pen
God forgive me of these sins
But I have one life and likely
I will repent
So just be with me now
Through the unbearable downs
And I WILL come around
Some day…
When I see those golden gates
But until then
I will rejoice in stupidity
And unspeakable ecstasy
Even though you are next to me
I still feel alone
