Thoughts of endless everything

red roses are falling
falling into a deep pool of fresh blood
bloody flowers now
now I feel happy inside
inside, I can see butterflies
flying, fluttering inside me
my body is tired
tired of all the red
red is taking over
over the hills I run
running from the red
red grass, all red
red houses filled with red
red everywhere
everywhere I turn
turning now, I see more
more red dancing willow trees
trees aren't suppossed to be red
redness, in every corner
cornered by the red
red roses with red thorns
thorns prick my skin
skin, now drenched with red
red blood
blood all around
around I will dance
dance in the blood
blood raining from the sky
the sky is red,
red like fruitpunch
fruitpunch with little red ice cubes
cubicles at work,
workmen drenched with pretty red love
love turns green
green is the sky's new colour
colourful as ever,
everything turns lime
lime coloured flowers
flowers are picked from green medows
medows of endless olive colouredness
colouredness overwhelmes me
my mind filled with green thoughts
thoughts of envy
enviously trying to gain all power
powerlessly awaiting something
something to end my fury
fury of everlasting green
green hearts and green chocolate
chocolate shouldn't be this way
way too much green
green turns blue
blue is all I see
seeing all this blue is killing
killing everyhting I have inside
inside I'm dying
dying from the blueness of life
life is so charming
charming as the colour of aqua
aqua filled hearts
hearts caressed in sky blue
blue is beautious
beautifully comforting
comforting my every move
every move I make, I become more wasted away
away, I'm being taken
taken to another place
placed into a world of unfitting blue
blueness overwhelmes
overwhelemed by the navy wonders
wonderful blue
blue transitions
transitions into white
white, it's so empty
empty on the outside
outside it looks so pale
pale, deathly bleak
bleakly seeping into everything
everything becomes white
white is everlasting
lasting more that a lifetime
time to change
change this empty clean
clean is too pure
pure isn't what I want
I want dirty
dirty purple
purple like a thousand kings
king of all colours
colourful and playfull
playfully sexy
sexy is spilling
spilling over and under my thoughts
thoughts of pleasure
pleasure all around me and you
your body is magenta
magenta flowers and indigo skies
skies turn yellow
yellow surrounds me
my beautiful purple thoughts are now drenched with yellow
yellow is unspeakably discusting
discusted with yellow now
now I force this ugly colour away
away it goes
going farther and farther, drifting
drifting in now is a ugly little brown
brown nosing little girls
girls come into the room
the room filled with bitchy little beings
being that I am not one of those
those little girls are pushed
pushed out of my mind
my mind now full of sienna dreams
dreaming of what's to come
comming soon is a rush of orange
orange comes into me
my body wants more
more of what I can't have
haven't had enough of it
it makes me feel different
differently than usual
usually, I feel no need for pleasure
pleasure now fills me up
upside down thoughts of things I don't like to mention
mentioning them may make those thoughts drift on
on and on and on, I think of you
your body caresses me in my dreams
dreams of orange love
loving every minute of it
it makes me feel dirty
dirty enough to change
changing now into what I wanna feel
feeling so different now
now, all I can see is black
Black fills me up with fear
fearing that you'll find out about my earlier orange dreams
dreams of those dirty purple nights
night time is here
here, I feel so black with evil
evil isn't what it used to be
being just in a corner or two
two, three, four times the fun
funny how it can end up this way
way too scared to even change
changing is now impossible
possibly, I may stay like this
this endless sea of black
black magic
magically erasing all my happiness
happiness is almost gone
gone with the wind they say
saying that makes me realize
realize that black will not stay
stay inside my heart it tries to compell me
my mind is made up
up, up, up, the blackness goes
going as far away as I can push it
it's all over now
now my mind becomes pink
pink and in love
lovely fushia seas
seas of romance
romantic little colour
colour all around
around, all I see is prettyness
pretty in pink they rave
raving pillows of salmon coloured everything
everything seems so violet
violet angels pass me by
bye bye my little pink loves



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