I need to know the truth
To make new feelings moot
Its a fight we fight to lose
To be numb for everybody
Over the sky and into the sea
Soul after soul after soul
find a new home, among the demons
To you I tell this confession
I knew my obsession and, made gain
From your pain on my behalf
Evil as I can be and all at once moving on
The feeling is bit by bit
Tearing holes in my heart
This mudding pool I have made
I now must live in it
And I fear if I don't have anything
To find your affection.
No price will bring back
The loyalty of days long gone
You grow but the feelings don't get old
Now please forgive this boy
Or send me away
to find a new world some golden day
In sunlight and In moon beams
