Hurt again, this is all I am.
I am nothing and no one cares anymore.
You turned your back to me, like a dangerous backstabbing freak.
You stabbed my back and broke my heart
Then, as if that wasn't enough, you stole it too.
You threw out my heart and left me alone.
Now here I am with this empty chest.
I cannot feel, I cannot love
And now because of you,
I will die alone
too.
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My ex boyfriend (even though we are broken up) keeps hurting me more and more. This time he went a little too far. This time, I am gone.
Please tell me what you think
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Guys suck. Ignore him then. What can i say? I'm trying to be supportive as a friend. I know i cant help with how you feel deep inside, but i try to do the best i can. And i cant help if you randomly start hating me because i have different thoughts about life. Honestly, from the conversation on facebook, we aren't very different. I just dont like it when people start making statements or judgments about me before they even understand me. And you shouldnt just assume that I'm like any other guy who's maturity is 2 years behind my age. If anything, my maturity is a year or two ahead of my age. It's very insulting to say that I'm like a 14 year old. I experienced a lot through thought, philosophical education, life experience, and i have a much better understanding about life and logic/reason and philosophy and society then most people my age. That is because i think more then I talk. I observe more then i take action. At the same time I dwell on taking action whenever i have a good chance. I dwell on topics. I am, on my own time, learning about this country and our government. I want to know what the founders of this country wanted at first, and i want to know all the mistakes we made in creating our government. From what i know so far, this government has become much more complex then what John Adams or Jefferson (just examples) originally wanted. If I am going to make change, i have to know everything in every detail about our government and people at the same time. I am a revolutionist at heart. I want to know the reason behind all sides of our government, Democratic, Republican, Liberal, etc. I want to fix this country. I may be young in age, but my mind is set on a major goal. I alone will not fix this country, of course. That is impossible. I know that from reading what I've said so far, you'd assume that i dont know or understand anything more. But i do, I just dont want to type everything. I am staying very vague because to describe all that i understand would take pages and pages. hundreds of pages actually. Just dont come across thinking I am just like everyone else, just because I am a 16 year old guy. I'm thinking of actually writing a few books with all that I know. Just dont judge my understanding with what you've read so far. It is nothing. I see that you are very smart and would like to discuss topic with you. Because everyone else i know doesnt know shit on anything. Except my best friend. I would like to see what you understand, and perhaps i will learn a lot from you. Perhaps we are at the same level of understanding. You probably know more about certain things then I, like psychology. And I want to understand everything about people, about government, society, human nature, everything. Everything that contributes to life and the way we are living today. Thanks for reading this. Good poem though. Bye.
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that was a beautiful poem. i kno guys can be so heartless sometimes. u just gotta be strong. wat did he do? if u wanna talk about it, u can.
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