Looking down all I'm able to spot out
are the rocks at the bottom with the
deadly waves crashing against them yet
above I see you and the blue sky.Your smiling
and yelling something so gentley I would
think that you were saying it was only
by accident.But then I realize that you
had waited for this day and wanted this to
happen to me.
So as I fall into my death I'll smile up at you
to let you know I am not afraid of what waits
for me down at the bottom of this beautiful cliff with it's
sharp skin piercing rocks and deadly crashing waves
but if I am not afraid to die I'm just surpirsed that this finally happened
it's funny how life works but if not afraid and I'm surpirised
and glad to die then what could i possibly be htinking of
as the bed of rock tips grow larger and the taste of
salt washes upon my lips and burns as it enters the
cuts upon them from your bitting
I'll think of how you tricked me to come up to take
pictures and how you said to stand on the very tip
of the cliff so you'd be able to get the ocean.I did so
not realizing that I could tell that it was going to fall soon
with just a little more weight it could be done.I should
have realized your plan as you came to "hug" me.
I told you i loved you, I shared my secrets with
you but there was one thing I never told you
I wanted to die I wanted this to happen.
I wanted you to hurt me so much that it caused
me to cry so as I fall into my death darling I
want you to know that I'm proud of you for
you helped me.You set my soul free I'm allowed
to love again.So thank you my love for pushing
me into my death and I well think of you as
I am being pierced by the knife sharp tips from
the bed of rocks that await me down at the bottom.
I will think of my new self as my body is washed
away and eaten by the creatures of the deep.










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