Silence

I am stuck in my world of dissatisfaction
Where different minds choose my different fates
And there is no way to know which is right

Right now I am under the power of three words
Which haunt and tease and disobey
Leaving me wondering in a forgotten town

For so long I have wonted to tell you something
For so long I have wanted to be able to do more
just to see what it was like

And yet, I scare the same idea away when you are around
I am afraid of what I dream, when my eyes close and I sleep
I have wanted to tell you, but I don’t know if I could say it to your face

And yet when I am away,
I fray away and find someone else to take your place
Cause it hurts too much to know that I am not right beside you

I hesitate to talk about you
I hesitate to think about you
I hide you and hope that something will come out of it
I am lost and confused
And I really don’t know what to do