[ thoughts ]

blindly i think out the thoughts of my nightmares
in a blank stare into nothingness
i try ever desperately to make sense of things
this however seems always to fail

the jumble of questions locked up in my head
appear forever unanswered
they haunt me with deathly conclusions
and i am constantly afraid of uncertainties

the fears i keep caged
im afraid might be unleashed
free to cause my misery as they please
and im afraid they shall taunt me for all to see

the insecurities i bear
always cross my mind bringing sorrow
my flaws are evident
and i believe them to be truer with every passing moment


my worries are endless
and take up many corners of my thoughts
they lurk forbiddingly as if about to come true
i hold back and let them take over

unanswered questions
caged fears
insecurities
endless worries
these are the better things that occupy my mind
for i am only telling you this much
because im afraid whenst my worst nightmares are spoken
they will become more real to me than ever
so i forever keep them locked away in my thoughts
never to be told, or unleashed